This Holy Fire

This holy fire,
This holy ghost,
Is telling me to hold on to who I love the most.
So I take my father,
and I let him know,
That I'm afraid that everyone I need will go
Cause im still searching,
to find a key
to open doors and sodemy
cause im still on end
so far away
from this holy thing
that makes me stay
Now what am I here for?
now what do I want?
dont know what we have till what we have is gone
and no one can prepare us
for how we will feel
my brothers are crying
and now there holding near
cause im still searching to find a key
to open doors in sodemy
cause im still running so far away
from this holy thing that makes me stay
Remember the memories
and laughing well
like they were still with us and calling our name
no im not alone no
we all feel the same
let us keep smiling, keep our memories safe
cause im still searching to find a key
to open doors in sodemy
cause im still running so far away
from this holy thing that makes me stay
This holy fire,
this holy ghost,
is telling me to hold on to who i love the most
i just want to hold you
pictures hurt me to look
and i still have your presents
a candle and a book.
and im still hurting
I'm struggling to see
Cause i lost someone
i love more than me
she made us happy but now shes gone
but ill keep smiling because its what she'd want.