Lost in My Head

I've been lost in my head
Searching for a shred of evidence that suggests
That there are pieces of a decent human being left
Inside of me

I've been counting the names
Racking my brain to indicate
The difference between the ones that failed me
And the ones I fucked up

I've been rolling in bed
Thinking about all the shit that you said
And I'm sorry that I don't realize
How selfish I am

I've been shifting the blame
Away from me to the things I hate
Like this job and these hourly wages
But everybody's gotta get paid
I've been losing my breath
Choking down all these cigarettes
Am I pulling myself closer to death?
I really would rather not know

To say you left an impression
Would be an understatement
I spent the last few years
Trying to find someone like you
But I can't seem to find a balance between
My lonely dreams and empty sheets
But I will search forever
Hope I won't come up empty handed



Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Padron
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