TheColdLookBack

It just breaks my heart
Then it makes me start
To take the cold look

Open my eyes to the sunlight
But lifes dark as night
Who I gotta fight to make my life go right
And what I gotta kill to feel death is real
The real deal is that i Fail to kneel
Docs diagnose ill
Wanna fill me with pills
But the more i take the worst I feel
And still I'm this lost young boy
Tryna keep from pulling straps
And squeezing toys
Where I'm from the cost i cant afford
I figure by 22 my time is Overdue
Don't look all sad
Or feel 2 blue
Don't cry you missing me
Heck you already knew
I was losing my noodle
Darn near coo coo
Maybe, Daddy's really happy
He lost two sons
Now lifes just too sunny
Funny he wasn't there
To wipe our nose when they were running
And missing from the scene
For our diplomas and degrees

Daddy wasn't there
Dipped on us still in diapers
Came back, left again
It's apparent he don't like us

Gotta recite this
We been fighting all our life for your love
But you never fought for us
That's cold

It just breaks my heart
Then it just makes me start
To take the cold look

Hypothetically if I pass too
Don't come through my funeral
Tears in your eyes thats bulll
If I had one last feeling it be a pull
Not of your jacket
It's of a trigger to your stomach
Maybe then you'll begin to feel our ache
Then again, dont show at my funeral or my wake
Just admit you were fake
Or lay beside my pinebox
Full of shivers and shakes
Step aside of this tool and his blood pool
Review my requiem rules
Off top don't scratch scuff or steal my kicks
All women give me kisses just excuse the lips
Try the best to avoid family feuds and fits
Got an open mic display your dirty laundry list
Poetry, stories, freestyle spits
Nothing explicit
Just leave me that hen to take to heaven
Yall Hug my stepdad and little brother
Kiss and tell my mother you love her
And tell them how much I loved us

Daddy wasn't there
Dipped on us still in diapers
Came back, left again
It's apparent he don't like us

Gotta recite this
We been fighting all our life for your love
But you never fought for us
That's cold

Sometimes it just breaks my heart
It just makes me start
To take the cold look

It just breaks my heart
It just makes me start
To take the cold look

ImGone



Credits
Writer(s): Smitty-g.
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