Evade

So sick of talking to myself
Can't you hear me?
It's like the words I'm saying have no meaning
These thoughts are poison, they're killing my head
You ignore my whispers so I'll shout instead

I feel dead
You're killing me with all the words you never said
I feel dead
I don't know why I gave a fuck in the first place
(Fuck)

These thoughts are poison
They're killing my head
You ignore my whispers
So I'll shout instead

This was your chance, and you just threw it away
Now there's nothing left but a hole
In my chest where my heart used to rest
This doubt will suck me dry, this doubt will end me
Oh god, oh god, oh god please help me

It's unbearable
(Don't say I was right to think you're ashamed)
I can't take it anymore
(You built up walls high around me)

Time's crawling
Days turn to weeks turn to months turn to
And I'm wasting away
My will starts to decay

You only think of yourself, at least that's how it feels
Keep on saying that it's fine but I don't think it's real
I hold on waiting for this all to pass
But it's been four months now and I don't think I can last

Check, check, can you hear me now?
You've said your lines, it's time to take a bow
I've lost a lot of my time trying to wait for you
It's time you come to terms with what you have to do

Hang me out again
Lead me, I'm yours again

(Days turn to weeks turn to)
Time's crawling
Days turn to weeks turn to months turn to
And I'm wasting away
I'm finding out today

Time's crawling
Time's crawling
Time's crawling away