Alive

Just burn me alive
Just hang me to die
I'm all alone in this world without you by my
Side me with your car
Just rip out my heart
And let the pieces fall just let them all fall

Now lately I've been thinking about the times that we had
And ever since you left me it's been driving me mad
It's like my head and my heart are in a deadly combat
Head cuts you out but my heart wants the contact
At first I looked around thinking I had no one else
That's when I took some time thinking I should find myself
Broken and abused beaten to the floor crying out for help
This pain is something I have never felt
You weren't always this cold I know you used to have a heart
I know that your intentions weren't to hurt me from the start
And loyalty I guess we define that differently
This music helps me cope with all the anger in me
You said you'd always love me
You said you'd always be there
Put my mind at ease thinking that you really cared
I needed you to breathe you provided me with air
And now I'm locked inside a coffin

Bury me alive
Darken my blue skies
Your love's poison to my veins
The acid in my
Rain on my parade
Time and time I've prayed
I never heard anything

I'm to the point I hear your name I start to choke
The way you left, hands wrapped around my throat
I grab your wrist, when it breaks I feel the pain
What happened to the visions dancing in the rain
You left with every piece of me and I could not give more
I'm like a puzzle lost pieces scattered on the floor
And now I realize they're missing I can beg for help
Who can put me back together, it's only myself
Think I'm worthless next person rolls around
Once they're lost and they're hurting they'll never be found
I let you ruin me, all I do is shut them out
And to the one's that can help me, man I fucking doubt
Finally came to terms and tore down the walls around me
Good and bad swarmed in every step surrounding
But this time I was wise what I chose to stay
Every lesson shaped who I was along the way
You know, major

You lied in my bed
Fucked my brain my head
I'm running out of time
Now hear me cry good
Buy me cyanide
Drink me through the night
You watched me fall to the floor
As you walked out the
You're still the girl I adore

Finally came to terms and tore down the walls around me
Good and bad swarmed in every step surrounding
But this time I was wise what I chose to stay
Every lesson shaped who I was along the way