Drugs Are a Helluva Drug

Wake up in the morning and I freak the fuck out
Nothing's right in this crummy life
Anxious jaded and all burnt out
Head full of shit and a heart full of hate
I'd kill myself if I had the balls
But i'll just go back to sleep
I'd kill myself if I had the balls
But i'll just go back to sleep
Nothing's right!
Where did i go wrong?
Who have i become?

Hands are shaking and I'm pissin blood
Wallets empty and my liver hurts
Cigarettes are broke and my friends are gone
Sweatin bullets and all alone
Snort some more dope just to act alive
Counteract the shit that i took last night
My skull is a drained cracked swimming pool
Come on in, the water's fine
Nothing's right!
Where did i go wrong?
Who have i become?

It's not a party! anymore!
This shit got real! Where's the door?
With empty bottles and a pile of debt!
Am i still living? How am I not dead!
It's not a party! anymore!
Pick my corpse up! Off the floor!
With empty bottles and a pile of debt!
Please put a bullet! In my head!
Can someone tell me where it all went wrong?

Tryin to outrun myself but I'm livin too fast
Look into the mirror and the devils lookin' back
He looks like me and kind of like my dad
Tried to forget that face with every drink I've had
It's a dumpster fire life and I can't put it out
Everyday a new set of doubts
My ears are ringing and my visions gone
Should've tied a noose instead of writing this song

Nothing's right!
Where did i go wrong?
Who have i become?



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Writer(s): Road Soda
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