Left Alone

I'm not bad, I'm just scared of what I've been
I'm falling deeper into regret
I'm coming closer to you!
I'm coming closer to my end!

Follow fear
Fall down
I can't breathe, for now
Down and high, most of the time
I said, "Fuck it I'm living life!"

My heart is racing
I can't stop, I won't start!
My veins are shrinking
I breathe in, I breathe out!
What once gave me life is now digging, my own grave!
Deathwish!
I've given in, deathwish!
My life's a mess, I'm drowning!

Slowly I feel it beneath my skin
I know it's coming and I can't just go
I'm losing sight on what I know
Please help me, woah
I can't let go
I know it is wrong
'Cause this isn't what I wanted
And I'll be the one
Who needs help when it's most needed

I'm tryna hide from the mother fuckin' pain
You know I really don't know what to say
I'm tryna cope in every little way
I was also really faded
What else could I fuckin' say?

But I can't stop giving a fuck about every single thing
I might end it all today
I'm done, with this bullshit!