Perpetual Duality

I neglect the feeling of being just flesh and bones
No mind, no soul can csll my head a home
Emotions try to take hold on me
Oh what a fool i have been

And there is nothing i can do
I am duality
My body's aching in panic
The tears begin to fall
My existance is fading and i've become so numb

I always felt sane and the only one in my head
But i feel like a stranger
I thought i'd live my life how it's supposed to be
My mind encaged me

Now i realize that i live a lie
Can't trust noone not even myself

My life shatters like the mirror in wich i try to see myself
I've gone transparent
I was so blind but now i see and the scars on my wrists begin to bleed
They made me feel like i was living a dream

I always felt sane and the only one in my head
But i feel likea stranger
I thought i'd live my life how it's supposed to be
My mind encaged me

You cannot heal me
You cannot see me
You cannot feel me
All you do is kill me

With every word they poison me
With every word they say
But i cut these words out of my head to make them go away
And everytime they think that they can help they plant a seed in my head
Overgrown with silence they just kill me instead