Northern Light

Surrounded by my own doubts and fears,
I find myself overwhelmed in deep sorrow,
Miserable like an unwanted child unable to find solace
My saddened soul mourns for you
Mourns for you

This unpleasant feeling it's tearing me apart!
Shedding tears of bitterness
I now wander lost on these empty streets,
Where the sun used to shine

Now there is only cold & desolation
Life has found it's beloved death,
Offering roses to her
In the end only spines were left

Flowers withered away
Even before their last petal fell
Announcing a vile winter

Now there is only cold & desolation
Life has found it's beloved death,
Offering you as sacrifice
As a gift for eternity

An odyssey from the womb to the grave
In order to transcend this fragile shell
Working my way out of this illness
THIS GRIP OF DENIAL REFUSES TO LET GO!

Into the silence of eternal sleep,
Where light finally extinguishes
Beyond flesh, your words remain
Words you once said to me...