Substance Abuse

Come alive as I apologize
And take me to the dumpster of your heart
I know it's just a start
I know it's just a start

Did you think of something good to tell me
Right before you pass out on the floor
Don't mess this up
No you don't mess this up

I am alive
I am alone
But not tonight

I am alive
I am with you
We drink the blood of christ

Did you feel like I was in the room
Sometimes I'm not myself
Did I do it again

Fade out
Fade in

My eyes go black
I grow my horns
I lost control
I'm self absorbed
Into the devil

Away, away
My sweet little flower
My darling briar patch
You make him mad, you make him mad

And he'll make you sorry
Don't you know I'm sorry
I'm so sorry

I can't remember
It all went dark
Then there was nothing
Nothing at all

I guess I'm still the bitch
You always said I am
You told me you were sorry
But you didn't really give a damn

And that was when
My heart was in a knot
I tied it carefully
Made sure it didn't come free, but

Alexander the Great
When I dared you to untie me
You cut me with your blade
Was it a mistake

Alexander the Conquerer
Laughing in my face
As you left me in disgrace
Was it a mistake

Now I'm Cynical
And I've got a drink
I'm heartsick like a dog
But the worms helped me think

I wish you'd come back to see
That you don't mean nothing to me
Anymore

But you know me
I'd probably just say
That I still love you and in a way
This bitch always will

Alexander the King
Why'd you do it
Why didn't you just kill me
Was it a mistake

Alexander the Great
Yeah not so great
Not so great
My mistake

Yeah I guess I love you
Like a coyote loves a cat
I pretend to be wounded
To draw you closer in
Then my friends and I
Eat you alive
I love you so much
I love you or I starve
My darling
Feed me