For Better or Worse

As I looking at dates
May 13th is approaching
A king was born no he wasn't named Martin
That's my lil Howard
Lamar I love ya
I had planed ya this wasn't the plan thou
Me and yo mama out grew but that affected you
And yo Big sister
I never meant to
I never talk about it I never wrote it down
I just send you gifts
I never see you smile
I wanna hear you cry because it's been a while
I remember you would stick yo hand inside my mouth
Just to go sleep and cried if i took it out
I'm always outta town
I raised my boys through a phone
I'm the first to admit yea I know I'm wrong
Lamar when you get older please play this song
Whether if I'm here or dead and gone
Know you are my heart I got you on my arm
I live and die for I'm crying on this song
No tears feel
They blended in the song
I give you all my heart
And it's off beat
How am I still living, oh you know that's god G
Kayden boi we back
Yea I like that
Yea I think I might have to put you on that
Yo daddy made a lot mistakes and it's hard to change them I
I adopted to beautiful babies and love em equally
Imani and Nyah
Y'all got me forever babies
And for you inside the belly I love more then you know
Me and Mama gone be cool we just need to grow
I just wanna love her i ain't never wanna hurt her
Look I'm bad with the words but I'm nice on a verse
Some say I'm heartless I could be worst
I ride with it on me gotta kill me first
A lot of niggas tried that's for better or worse
That's neither here or there shoot em dead no remorse
I am on a different path
I am perfecting my craft
Boy I'm killing every beat and suppling even the bodybag
Toe tag flow and I only do it for them babies
And my baby
I know drive you crazy
But this was all apart of the plan and that's gods baby yeah
Gods plan
I asked god for the words I heard the game cursed
My hat hack middle finger up Fred durst
I hold a lot anger inside and it's starting to hurt
You could look me in my eyes and see the pain in me
But I be cold chilling
People just vibe with me
And I appreciate the love shout who rocking with me
I'm hot shawty like the summers up In Mississippi
Or Louisiana hot boy no bandanna
I pull this 40 yo set a dip boy you ain't Santana
I going hard body now or never here we go
I was told to kill the beef but I let go
I ain't wanna have to shoot I just wanted rap
But the world took me over I'm under attack
My mind black I became numb, keep your feeling
So if it's Gods will baby then that's gods plan
Don't let the devil in naw
He trying to ruin us
And doing he it, but I know god fixing it
We just gotta do better with this time spent
We just gotta find the words and stop the arguing
We just gotta let joy in and pain out
Girl this cut so deep I probably bleed out.
Yea