Leave Me Now

Everyday I wake up at 5 p.m
Lookin' like an alien or zombie kid
Then I shower & get ready for some partyin'
Party by myself, I ain't got no friends
Then I get to work at 9 p.m
Get into my zone, the whole night rhymin'
Then I start thinkin'
What would life have been if my girl never left & was still right here
I ain't sad about it anymore
I just like to wonder
Would everything be different?
Would I be livin' in comfort
Like I said, I ain't sad about you leavin' anymore
But I get to thinkin' every now & then about everything we could've been
It couldn't have been much
'Cuz you keep growin' up & I live young
Still a party animal
Still ain't growin' up
Still head bangin' still we start throwin' up
But as you grew up your opinions changed
And your startin' to like different things
And I thought about it
I forgive you, man, you're teen growin' older feelin' different pains
But if you stayed I wouldn't be the same
I'd rely on you for everything
There'd be no breaks
And I just wonder if you see me now
And if you're a part of the mini croud
That's not afraid to blast my CD loud
You ain't gotta squash beef with me now
I'm just sayin' we could be pals
I ain't gonna beg you to hear me out
Here's something I think about
Who would I be?
Where would we be if we was a thing, if we made it work?
How would things go if you ain't leave me now

What if I told you this ain't easy
Dealin' with the fact you said you need me
One month later you said your leaving
you said you'd never leave me
Now I gotta move on
Like you never did wrong
To deal I write a new song
To you I's kinda glued on
To me you kinda grew on
But I got to forgive you 'cuz I'm sick of makin' rude songs that show I haven't moved on
And makin' them only about you
Wanna move on but I don't know how to
Any songs unreleased?
Um, 'bout two
And I'll never put 'em out
I ain't about to
Did good shuttin' your mouth too
Did good shuttin' me out too
It's not my fault you're stupid
I'm out dude
No wait I'm supposed to be squashin'
Forget that
I'm mad
(No you're not kid, you're friends, you're cool, you done squashed it)
We can be cool but that don't mean I forgot it
I took a verbal gun
Aimed it at you & I shot it
And you ain't ever apologize
Now I see the world through rotten eyes
And we ain't ever come to a compromise
But you said we cool though I dissed you like nine times
On my part I'm sorry
My bad, G
Your turn if I'm gonna act friendly
Forget that man
What's the point in lyin'?
You did wrong & that fact is never dyin'
Never wanna make a song about you again
You ain't worth it
Neither are your fag friends
There's gonna be a day where all of this crap ends
But when the day comes I'll still be rappin'