Too Much

R.E.M-ix
No, this is not a dream

Sometimes, I don't know what to say
I rap slow, and fast and every way
Sometimes it's too much with no words to ease the pain
Nor rain to wash away all the sorrows and how they, they
They hurt and felt the need to bash my soul up into the dirt
And worse of all, I couldn't alert any to how how I hurt
Or try to warp and send blessed lies for the skies to take while feeling the deadly wrath of the fake
And leave smiles they lash and words they cash so easily against my damn skin
Damn damn
For the wicked cant keep such pain within and only knows how to displace
And toss towards so they can watch others wrap such worlds with that which they never had
No fuck that I'm glad their hurt
And I'm never sad they found their eyes staring
Back at the very same dirt and finally have ta face what they ought to
No words can calm, cuz karma's a bitch and this song's not meant for you but meant for me
For I can alone live with the misery and be able to swallow it all
No words to fall that could bend
No lies to break through and send you or me back heaven to ever to try to go represent
No
For this is my treason for the ways I've bent my own soul so I could live on
No this track is not just a song
And this track just doesn't belong, until their gone
And there's still no words to calm, no words to calm

For this is my only my own life to give alone
No this isn't some bomb to smoke or fill the lungs for the air is so hard to feel
And blessed be the one who deals and can't ever let go, don't ever let it go
This is the truth and the ebb and the flow, yin to the yang

Been so long that I can't stand to ever live
No words to say, just god to give, just got to give, just god to give, just got to give
Or try to receive
No this is not for you to believe or my air to breed or curse to deceive
But just some ramblings from my mind to yours
Cursed be the blur who cannot speak and doesn't have the tongue to wreak havoc on the world
Burn the ways of the devil's hands and twirl her around
Rest in peace X your killer's found
When you find peace you better hold that shit close
Hold it
Hold it
Hold it

Hold it far
Dive deep into the star's explosions
Like my own implosion when I can't let go
Darkness rampages and shoots me down low
Into the afterglow
Shoots me down
Low
Down
Low

For all that I do
For all that I do
I can't forgive you
For what you did

Sometimes when I say this into the mirror
It helps me to live
Helps me to live
No, I got nothing left to give
Nothing
So
Fuck it