Inertia

Sometimes I just feel I'm falling
Through the smoke your name I'm calling
Been too long and feel complacent
Pills and H, your medication

Sitting by myself in a dark-lit place
Bleach and rum make the carpet stains
Down on the ground where the shadows stay
Let me hold my burdens let my backbone break

Wait around bored lemme get my payment
Tired of being broke lemme check my statement
Went through it with me and you know that's real
Cause you didn't wanna go when you heard my spiel

Grabbed my hand and we ducked down low
Held tight close down below all the smoke
Lost right now I don't know where to go
So I just ask you cause I know that you know

Maybe some things are just meant to be
You're someone that was sent to me
Spark all the thoughts in my brain I can't
Imma grow a whole garden with the seeds I plant

Sometimes I just feel I'm falling
Through the smoke your name I'm calling
Been too long and feel complacent
Pills and H, your medication

Staying on my toes workin minimum wage
Never down long term but I've been in those days
Pen on notepads I keep hidden away
Never really know what my written's convey
Stressin over all the little shit in the way
Think about it at night and I'm stricken awake
Making music seems like a mission delayed
Don't think I can afford to just sit and create

I don't really even know what i want to do
If money is the number 1 what's my number 2
Won't know for a while can I get another clue?
I just wanna know what my works coming to
I'm feelin like I'm always gonna sit and wonder who
Am I gonna be once the fuckin summers through
In 5 more years I'm gonna be someone new
And a shell of the person that you somewhat knew

Sometimes I just feel I'm falling
Through the smoke your name I'm calling
Been too long and feel complacent
Pills and H, your medication



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Writer(s): Yck
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