Darkness

And you said it
Don't regret it
All the lies
And fake pretending

Bad intention
My confession
Second guessing
Never ending

Once in a while I like to think
Back on the times I wished to sink
Drowning in my sorrow
Thinking that all my time was borrowed

Fact of the matter is I had wanted
Yeah the real truth was I was longing
Waiting for the end and the curtain drop
Eternal rest what a perfect stop

Trapped below a coat of dark
Left before their phony start
To truly give a fuck how I've been
It's too late you can't begin

Stabbed in the back can imagine that
Never really gave a fuck when I made a track
Lied to my face you don't have a cap
Did your best no I can't recall that

And you said it
Don't regret it
All the lies
And fake pretending

Bad intention
My confession
Second guessing
Never ending

Trying these days wanna keep my head up
Pop a few now my heart is sped up
Wanna go without a trace
And burn my things the rest erased

Left with the past mistakes
Got a new plan for me just in case
Ash to the ground what won't remain
Motherfuck all that no life will stay

Buried alive inside of a pile
Of numbers saved but you never dialed
It's gotten now when you can't even breathe
Just let your feelings seethe

Focus on bad novocaine all the pain
All the transmitters going inside of your brain
Temporary hole you dug
With a shovel that you drug

And you said it
Don't regret it
All the lies
And fake pretending

Bad intention
My confession
Second guessing
Never ending