Timing

Roses, alcohol and little bit of weed.
Now I'm stuck and drinking waiting for the
train I might jump the track if I don't find
peace.
And Ive got so much to live for but right
now its pretty hard to see.
And I said 'd stay strong thats a promise
Imma have to keep.
Thats a promise Imma have to.
They said Nobody perfect guess you never
met my nana had a heart thats bigger than
the planet.
And God he lost my trust a bit cause l'm
still tryna manage all this painI feel like all
these things that good without her here to
witness they don't even matter.
And I don't mean disrespect.
Everybody got a time but man for her
thought there was more time left.
Like a bullet wound I feel like theres a hole
in my chest.
Like fore she left I should've said more not ld on my breath.
to
Regrets. Fll me so l fill a cup of the jimmy
sipping and reminiscing better times.
They only shade you when you really shine
I write this and sit and think bout what man
am I
To not address her in songs l cry alone.
Breaking down. Feel for my papa aint got
no wife around.
Feel for my mama, aunties and uncle wit no
mother how I feel for all my cousins I'm the
oldest of all.
So I gotta stay strong and move on we
really miss you nana.
Pancakes in the morning smell the cooking
when I wake for school.
Yelling at me from the kitchen if I's ever late
to school.
And if you, was here in the flesh this what l'd
say to you.
What you want me to do to make you
proud's what I aim to do.
I was down and boogie, sina, soto, Phes
they picked me up.
Neila, aya, j'ayla, rocco, hudson, navy lift me
up
Kaylin, Karnae, Naya there to hold my head
when I was done.
Ijust hope you see how much we miss you
and to say its tough.
Cause all good things they come to an end.
And I'm depressed.
Hear them talking downstairs without you
there.
Its a pain that I can't live with and to know
you aint here.
Nobody make a meal like you did.
Breaking down. Feel for my papa aint got
no wife around.
Feel for my mama, aunties and uncle wit no
mother how I feel for all my cousins l'm the
oldest of all.
So l gotta stay strong and move on we
really miss you nana.
How could someone you love be.
So far away.
Pressure on my back I think of all the times
we hadlmiss your face.
And when I see you in the future I hope
you're standing by the gate.
Waiting for me. Waiting for me.