Hollowed

Can I begin to start again?!
Let go and just forget
The way it's always been?!

Everything that held me back and!
Everyone who didn't believe in me!
Gone like a heart attack!

Does it have to be?!
Does it have to be so bad?!
Fuck these memories!
I wish I never had!

Good things don't come to those who wait!
All I am-
Is just filled with self-hate! (filled with self-hate!)

I don't belong here!
I won't have any fear!
I've seen this all through!

Hollow soul!
Empty body!
If you only really knew!

Hollow soul, empty body
If you only really knew
In a haze, emotionless for days
Learning to cope in my own ways!

I know there's no exit
To this never-ending maze! (never-ending maze)
When you look at me
Do you see a shell of what I used to be?! (what I used to be?!)

Do you see a shell of what I once was?!

Death may be what I need!
I pray one last time, just waiting for a sign!
Relax and fucking breathe!
Do you even know what this all means?!

Who is this person that I see?
I'm trying to find my way
But I'm lost in a memory
Lost in a memory
I close my eyes to escape
But all I can see is your face

Pain so intense!
Something only in my dreams, in my dreams!
Now I face the reality of what's inside! (can I begin to start again?)
Should I fucking give up and just say goodbye? (can I start again?)
Nowhere in sight to hide, oh!

Is this all worth dying?!
All worth dying for?!



Credits
Writer(s): Randy Pasquarella
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