Broken

I don't want to feel anymore
Anymore!

I barely make the days go by!
I tell myself that I am fine!
But I know it's a lie!
It's all a fucking lie, blah!

Death seems so tempting!
And I'm on the verge of losing this battle!

I don't wanna feel broken anymore
So tired of faking
I just want to be normal
You ran away when I needed you the most
Was I ever good enough for you?

If I choose this path, what would it even matter?! (even matter!)
The nights blend together as I lie awake lifeless!
It's too late, you can't change, why can't I realize
Every word that you said was all a fucking lie?
God knows I've tried to get you out of my mind!
Why can't I forget?!
Why can't I forget you?!

I don't wanna feel broken anymore
So tired of faking
I just want to be normal
You ran away when I needed you the most
Was I ever good enough for you?

I was a promise that you could never keep
Now I'll always question everything
There is nothing anyone can do for me!
Bring me back to a place where I felt myself!

Was it something I did?
Was it something I said that made you walk away?
I keep blaming myself for all the mistakes you made
(All the mistakes you made)

I try to hide it and not let it show
You were once a part of me
I need to let you go
I need to let you go
This is what it's like to feel alone
Alone (alone...!)

Was it something I did?
Was it something I said that made you walk away?
I keep blaming myself for all the mistakes you have made

I try to hide it and not let it show
You were once a part of me
I need to let you go
I need to let you go

So this is what it's like to truly feel alone!
So this is what it's like to truly feel alone!