Old School Time Machine.

You can't go back
The first time I saw you
I knew I saw you
But I didn't say it
Cause I didn't have the balls to
So now I'm living by myself
And never call you
If I did it youd pick up and talk to me
It wouldn't be the same
Too many days have changed
And now I'm ashamed
I let it all pass me
My voice got hella raspy
And now I'd have to cross half a country
For handclasps and hugging

I miss our days chugging
All the alcohol
With the rest of our lives
Sitting still-life in our minds
Blinded too bright from the shine
But when the next fall came
Couldn't find the light
Switched from friends to acquaintances
How quaint it is
To only see your best friends marriage
Through the filters that Snapchat's carrying
Oh you care again
Tell me how you're faring then
We'll update each other on
Whether or not we'll speak again.

You can't go back

A dozen postcards
I've yet to reply to
Want to send one but I didn't even try to
Sent hard signs to read through instead
Hope they reach you
Now they're out of my head
Don't mean to rain on parades
It's just the forecast I'm tied to
Four years passed
And I couldn't move you to emotions
That lasted longer than an express train
Even though we run in the same lane
Is nostalgia joy or is it pain
Are our first convos still on your brian
Or are they just hung up in timeframes
To past to get passed around these days
All we did was get faded together
Now the memories fading together
And as I'm looking but on whatever
It seems I never told y'all a thing that matted