Progress

Everyday it's all the same
Just a little bit faster
A bigger disaster
I fall real hard
Down the same hill
Over and over and over again
I fall so hard
Like I fell for you
I saw it coming like I knew it would
It sat before me
Like a bright light
Leading me deeper to the heart of the night
The pull was strong
Like gravity
And so was the hold that it had on me
I think I learned
A thing or two, but
My wonder has been renewed
With light so bright
It burned my eyes
Burning right through my disguise
I always choked
On your regrets
But I regret them nonetheless

I lost my sight
Staring at the sun
Like a no-class, stupid son-of-gun
I'd take it back
If I knew I could
But question if I really would
It's fun playing off
The sympathy
But less so when you're here with me
It's a waste of time
To sit and complain
But that's what I'll do anyway
'Cause you shouldn't fix
What isn't broken
Turns out that they weren't joking
Tweak something wrong
And make it worse
Some sort of cosmic curse
So if you don't mind
I'll sit right here
And watch pass another year
Just don't catch
My apathy
You won't get an apology

Where do we go from here
Do we disappear
Where do we go from here
I wish things were more clear