What's Going On

Hmmmmmm
Hmmmm hmmmmmm
Heyy yeah yeah yeah
Why didnt i see the signs
I was to busy getting high
Running up in studios
Smoking dro writting rhymes
To blind to notice
My adomen was growing
Having sex without protection, now my belly is showing
Nobody knowing me and my boo tryna decide what to do he bugging
Like thats a lil me inside of you and it aint cute
But im scared not to tell everybody biz
So we proceeded getting weed and straight ignoring the shxt
My jeans dont wanna fit every morning hearling and shxt
I had to tell my family i knew they all was gone flip
But his was happy thinking he was about to be a daddy
But i knew it wasnt true even though we both want it so badly

Tell me whats going on
I know what im doing is wrong
Can you hear me lord when im calling
Forgive me my baby
How am i supposed to feel
The situation is real (oooh)
I never wanted to let go baby
We'll meet again i know baby

We love eachother so madly
So much to gain so much to lose
Im in pain yo mind frame change
When you the one thats got to chose
Take a walk step in my shoes
Thinking negative thoughts politicd and shxt
Quick when the doctor say its positve
Theres a life living in my body
But it dont got to live
Its up to me but if i keep it what the fuck i got to give
I mean im still young but i dont really have shxt
and if this nigga decide to leave
then my child a be a bastard
Its drastic
Nobody really understands me
My moms dont give a fuck and neither does the rest of the family
They like remy you cant afford it
You expect us to support it
I feel my seeds apart of me and i dont want abbort it so

Tell me whats going on
I know what im doing is wrong
Can you hear me lord when im calling
Forgive me my baby
How am i supposed to feel
The situation is real (oooh)
I never wanted to let go baby
We'll meet again i know baby
Im not steady but i can get ready for responsibilities
Shxt where would i be if my moms got rid of me
Im so stressed
And im under alot of pressure
But all i need is the remedy
To make remy feel better
I knew i couldnt win
So i choose to forefit
Its ashame
Over 4 months and im in the doctors office
I swear on all i love
I wanted to leave and wait
5 more months and birth the child that i concieved
But i sat there because i felt
I had to not cry everyday
Because i realize boy or girl i wanted to have you
Dont be mad at me
How it is
Is how it had to be
And any pain i put you through
Its all coming back to me

Tell me whats going on
I know what im doing is wrong
Can you hear me lord when im calling
Forgive me my baby
How am i supposed to feel
The situation is real (oooh)
I never wanted to let go baby
We'll meet again i know baby
Tell me whats going on
I know what im doing is wrong
Can you hear me lord when im calling
Forgive me my baby
How am i supposed to feel
The situation is real (oooh)
I never wanted to let go baby
We'll meet again i know baby



Credits
Writer(s): Remy Kioni Smith, D. Matthews, C. Ortiz, Joe Davi, Che Harris
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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