Fifty Feet Away from Someone I'd Like to . . .

And if im not dead how did you make every nerve i have go numb?
Not that i'm really complaining, but i thought i'd let you know

Lets go over and over
Even if i was sober i could feel this pounding in my head
I said i wanted to save us but the feeling's contagious
I guess this is how rumors spread
I didn't see it at all it started taking control
But in the end its just another song
I see what i've done wrong
I've waited here too long

Don't sever this tie just yet
You'll need a hand to hold in hell i bet

And if im not dead how did you make every nerve i have go numb?
Not that i'm really complaining, but i'm saved by my headphones again
Kill this pain until i'm strong enough for this on my own

And i'm not afraid of falling but i'm so afraid to say
The only thing i wanted in autumn i let slip away
But this routine in this town is too rehearsed and played out
There will be no more tears shed or regret

And you'll never be around to see what you've created in me
But i don't need to see your face to know
Nothing gives more hope than a blank piece of paper
But you ruined it all when you tore me to pieces