Pt. 2

Time just stops with a girl like you
So don't mind my watch from a birds eye view
Rather sip my scotch than to slurp my brew
Cause the glass gets fogged with the words I use
Lost that touch, shit it makes my head hurt
You come through in my best friend's sweatshirt
Buried in your phone, dug deep in the networks
When I feel alone, lowkey hope you text first
But I heard you were in town, got the night off
Rooms still dim from your screen when the lights off
Scrolling through the gram, don't sleep all night
Cause you wanna find a man that can treat you right
That's shit's hard, Here's my stance
Hundred miles deep but here I am
Couple cards, please don't fear my hand
Royal flush my heart with the tears I have
But the years run dry, sometimes don't mind though
Sleeps fucked doesn't line up with the time zone
She'd rather be online on the iPhone
Find myself asking where the fuck the time go
Don't know how to love too afraid to attempt tho
Reading old texts like why did I send those
We don't talk never mind a friend zone
You come chill stay kept in your headphones
Used to watch stars, lift off on some real shit
Kiss your lips tell me you can't feel shit
Never gave a fuck bout those selfish needs
But when I lost that, lost my self esteem
Shit... I can't see
Anything other than you and me
You blame him cause your hearts too weak
As I'm tryna move on now I see what you mean
Only in my dreams do I hold you close
So it's in my sleep where I go the most
Just to see you laugh like you used to often
Rice and chicken cooking on the stove by the faucet
Had a good thing going on but we lost it
Had a dope ring for my cell when you'd call it
Thinking maybe things got fucked through college
Still overthink it's my fault and I caused it
But how can I not when you slide to the crib
When I walk in the room and the vibe just switch
Try talking to you but your eyes don't lift
And the smile stay hid, don't say bye when you dip
And I try to forget, but it's in my head
When you hit my line cause you're drunk instead
Of the empty side in your twin sized bed
Or the dreams you have where I end up dead
Left on read, that shit hurt
I was never one to go and ask my worth
Ball got dropped, shoulda passed it first
But I still have hope, cause you have my shirt
Half my heart lives on as a fraction
Can't fit the rest in the bags that I'm packing
I stay closed like the cap on your chap stick
You moved on, well shit, I haven't
Life just blows when we're not that close
Cause when I fall down girl I need you most
But my headspace crammed when I see you post
And it's not bout me cause I see through those but
Time just stops with a girl like you
When the sky gets dark, never turns light blue
Just a broken heart I observe life through
Cause you didnt love me when you heard I do