I Don't Want To

Some people have
Commitment issues
Heard through the grapevine
That you moved into
A whole new life
Pay your bills on time
Not month-to-month like some other guys
I'll never be like that, I can't tell you why

And you say no
And you do yoga
And you don't feel complicated about it
And you go out
When you come home it's never
And I say yes and I'm a mess
And I don't know what I don't know yet
When I go out, when I come home I only feel relief

But I don't- I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't- I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't- I don't want to, but I don't need to, or I'm not going to
At least not now

Some people have
Commitment issues
Last time I saw you
You still only refused to just make amends
To all your friends
And don't you think you would feel better then?
I'll never be like that, that's what I tell myself

When I said no, guess I didn't mean it
'Til all the ones that made me repeat it
If it didn't matter, if I didn't mind then
We can call it fine
And you say yes and you're direct
One day I hope that I can be like that
And that it won't matter
And then I won't mind
And we can call it all fine

But I don't- I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't- I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't- I don't want to, but I don't need to, but I'm not going to
At least not now

I don't- I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't- I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't- I don't want to, I don't need to, I'm not going to
'Cause I don't- I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to

Some people have
Commitment issues
Heard through the grapevine that you moved into
A whole new life