Not Alone

I'm getting over starting over again
I just want something to be permanent and to stick
And I was never cut out to be a drifter
Another cool kid chasing danger
Saying goodbye to old friends
'Cause I found out they're not my friends
And it's way too easy for me to cave in
But now I have a thicker skin
Finally have some self respect and I can't get enough of it

And I am not alone
And when I'm with you all I feel at home

I'm ready to admit not every day is bright and that's alright
It feels better when you are at my side
I'm just happy to still be alive
And we were never meant to always be one hundred percent
Easy to forget and not forgive
I want to throw out my past and rewrite the mistakes I've had
But in the end I wouldn't take any of it back
'Cause without that past this wouldn't be where I'm at
I'd rather be here bruised than in a perfect life without you

And I am not alone
And when I'm with you all I feel at home