Raedeen

My little sister, she raised me up
You know, my mom, she checked out
Popping pills turned to pipe
Skin and bones, now she's not around

Raedeen you were there
You picked me up from school
Held my hand, cooked me food
You let me hang out in your room
You had that creepy smiley face poster up on your wall
Thought you were edgy
And you had heart

Remember teaching me how to drive?
You didn't have much, you had that Caprice, it was white
An old cop-car looking thing
It was a decent ride
And your son, he was three and we'd all roll around
Doing nothing, but having a good time
It's safe to say we were pretty close
I had your back and you had mine

You're a good mom
You didn't forget how to love
But you gotta wake up
I know times get tough
But this is bigger than us

We all need you to stick around
But you're too good at keeping secrets and acting okay
But your eyes look lost, and you're too far to swim down

Oh I miss you, Rae
I know your kids do too
And those fucking drugs,
they're taking over, and trust me 'cos I've been there too

Lemme tell you something
If you're going down, I'll be right behind ya
I'll start with a drink and it won't take me long, yeah I'll find ya

If it's good enough for you, then it's good enough for me
You're my biggest sister and I can't let you leave
So if you're drowning let me know,
'cos I've never been much of a swimmer
I'll crush pills,
I'll bring a bottle and I'll meet you at the bottom of the river

We'll go together. Like brother, like sister
We'll go together
So if you're drowning let me know,
'cos I've never been much of a swimmer
I'll crush pills,
I'll bring a bottle and I'll meet you at the bottom of the river

We'll go together