hard to say

I'm just a fool with the devil on my shoulder
Angels in my circle communicating with numbers
And she was always there but she was never my lover
Now she's gone and I'm wishing I could hold her

You ever write a sad song when your stomach hurt
Bulimic and dopesick, I think I've had enough of her
He like "yeah I know that I'ma leave but I'ma fuck her first"
Then turn around and wonder why the fuck it burns
Yeah, they all thought that I was dumb at first
But I was silent, steady grinding, put in dummy work
Bloody knuckles, just like fuck it, cuz this love a curse
Shoulda known better, shoulda never fucked with her

Black roses bloom in the moonlight
Dilated eyes all night, so you move right
Teeth about to rot so I think I need some new ice
Is it really the beginning, tell me, am I just a fool, I
Can hear the voices when I try sleep
Especially right after having way too much to eat
And throwing up outside your house while you all asleep
And I know that you probably wanna die in peace
But, I can't hold on for too much longer
Every day I fear that I'm just like my father
Wedding ring in the mud, death before dishonor
No one to steady my hands, don't even bother
Shit, I guess I'm getting calmer
Sitting in the dark, punk rock Dalai Lama
While she somewhere doin good coke in the Bahamas
I don't wanna turn my back on everyone
I'm sorry mama
And I don't want no drama
Don't wanna rock no designer
Free Romello, my brother that's been locked up
Ain't seen him since we was 10 and playin black ops
But I don't wanna go back to the past, god
Selling acid, gettin bags with the mask off
Staring at a popcorn ceiling, counting cracks off
I had enough of this feeling, just fade to black, ah



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Writer(s): Shiki Xo
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