Secret Stairwell

You use me
Abuse me
You've even destroyed me
With pain and the misery
From all the history
And when I was there for you, you would
Say to me how your life would never be free
So now that I look back as grown
I am now happier that I am alone
And I would like to say officially
"Farewell" to the Secret Stairwell

September 25
That's when you arrived
Inside of my heart
Just to rip me apart
It was way in the back
Of the school, near the track
Still on the first floor
But it ain't with you anymore

Now that I left
I realized the fret and the sweat that I
Get from the threat of you
Telling the lies of my life as a knife to my
Chest, and not being able to rest
Was how you would keep me your pocket
Using me like I was an electrical socket
But not anymore
I'm so done with this war

You use me
Abuse me
You've even destroyed me
With pain and the misery
From all the history
And when I was there for you, you would
Say to me how your life would never be free
So now that I look back as grown
I am now happier that I am alone
And I would like to say officially
"Farewell" to the Secret Stairwell

Now let's talk about
How we would hangout
With all of our friends
In a dope-ass Benz
And as time went on
They had all withdrawn
Cause of what you had done
To your "Only one"

And not only that
But when you would chat
You would call them all fat
You're a rat in a house
A mouse in her blouse
A real bitchy spouse
Or even a real shitty scouse

So now that I'm out of your reach
Ten thousand miles away on the coast of a beach
I'm not for you to beseech
Yet I know you'll go back to drinking the bleach

You use me
Abuse me
You've even destroyed me
With pain and the misery
From all the history
And when I was there for you, you would
Say to me how your life would never be free
So now that I look back as grown
I am now happier that I am alone
And I would like to say officially
"Farewell" to the Secret Stairwell

No, "Please don't go" you said
You wanted the full meal and not just the bread
You said you wanted me to lay down in your bed but if
I lay down I'm gonna wake up dead
If it's with you
So how bout this
We're so fuckin through
Cause after all the people I've lost because of you
Adieu, Adieu

You use me
Abuse me
You've even destroyed me
With pain and the misery
From all the history
And when I was there for you, you would
Say to me how your life would never be free
So now that I look back as grown
I am now happier that I am alone
And I would like to say officially
"Farewell" to the Secret Stairwell

You use me
Abuse me
You've even destroyed me
With pain and the misery
From all the history
And when I was there for you, you would
Say to me how your life would never be free
So now that I look back as grown
I am now happier that I am alone
And I would like to say officially
"Farewell" to the Secret Stairwell