Maybe

Just Maybe
I Should

Maybe I should blast myself
Run until my time outlast itself

Ain't anyone thinking about this man right here sometimes I look at the devil with no fear
Started to cover up my ears
Cause no one even cares for me
Ima caregiver living alone on inside on the outside (I'm lookin alive)
Livin that lie
They say speak your mind but when it's spoken all I get is bad vibes, there Is more to life
But how you know what lies in my life if you just on the outside not even looking in
But maybe I should

Maybe I should blast myself
Run until my time outlast itself
Just maybe

Like the thunder and the rain is always callin my name
I sit back and think what the fuck I do so wrong
To have no one
To hold my back
To hold me high
But I'm still fallin
Please hold me high
But I'm just sittin on a block of heart lock without love, without care, without anyone
What's the point of even livin'
If my head is always spinnin'
Tell me am I really winnin'
Maybe I should just blast myself,

Maybe I should blast myself
Run until my time outlast itself
Just maybe
Maybe I should blast myself
Run until my time outlast itself
Just maybe

Trying to figure out
What is going on in my head
Ya I said I'm feeling so down
Can't even find the way out
How would life be without me
No one even needs me
Wants me
Ya it's starting to hunt me
Don't amuse me
This feeling will consume me
Damn
Don't try to figure out what's going on
All i do is put a wall up
No one even cares for me

Maybe I should blast myself
Run until my time outlast itself
Just Maybe

I will never share these thoughts
Ima be the rock without a crack
Searching for the way out
But it's a fact even though I know inside
I'm cracking, breakin from the interior to the exterior and still I try not to shed a tear
Cause at the end of my tears is the same result
Same pain
Same feelin'
With no healin'
Just maybe I should blast
Run until my time is gone

Maybe I should blast myself
Run until my time outlast itself
Just maybe
Maybe I should blast myself
Run until my time outlast itself
Just maybe



Credits
Writer(s): Anthony Woods
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