Holding On

Uhh
Uhh
I ain't holding on
Oh my God, I done found my way
Found my path, okay
Uhh
And I'm tired of hold on to all the
Lies, all the grief, all the cursing
All the sex, thrown that to the side
Given my life all to God
Oh ya, he forgives everybody
Did him dirty and he still forgave me
Denied him for than 3 times
Every single day, daily
I done thank God
He done blessed me
And The truth is
Lost my grandma about a year ago
Ima let it go
She gunna be ok
Now she with God
Let me take a take a step back okay
Juggin' on the beat
Juggin' on the beat ya
Cause I'm Filled with joy
Cause this is my recovery
Heaven knows I cant break it
Heaven knows how to keep it real
How to keep it real
We all talkin' bout black lives matter
But all lives matter
Black people taken black lives
Ya and We all dying, stay close to God
Cause all lives matter
Did y'all know
A man needs a woman
And A woman needs a man
Cause she was made from his rib
So we all need each other
Please please please please please just
Stop with the ignorance please

Uh Yeah look at me now
Just holding a frown up side down
People have tendency
To ask me why I look down but lately
I've been thinking of you
Missing you daily oh God save me
Cause the depression kicking in
Oh don't run through my mind
But it is for miles and I'm running out of time cause you left my side to be with God
I tried to make it work
I try not to show My hurt
But every time I see you
I feel this sense that I'm getting depressed
Can't seem to come to senses
Everyone telling move on or hold on
You gonna be okay there's always that other day
I'll find you another day but
I don't wanna do it
I don't wanna i don't wanna i don't wanna do it
I don't wanna wait i don't wanna waste
Time to clean my slate gotta have my faith
In God himself
Start holding onto Jesus
Gotta have my faith in God himself
In God have my faith
Start holding onto God
In God himself gotta starting holding on God
To Jesus no matter what

Uh ya look mama
No don't start with the drama
Don't start with the drama
I'm just trying to make it
I'm just trying to make it
I ain't gonna fake it
I ain't gonna fake it
I see something that i want
Bet imma take it
Lord save me help me
Cause I'm suffering without her
I need her love and I'm lost without her
I need her touch
I'm cold without it I'm needed her voice
My head it too torn
With the thorns in my head
Everyone shooting me down
Even though I'm trying to hold it strong
Cause my heart is cold
And I was in a bad place
Didnt wanna share my story with anybody
Walked around all depressed
Couldn't seem to rest
Didnt even wanna live
I was at bed rest
But thank the Lord
He done helped me take the right steps, right way
Now im here like praise him, praise him
Having my hands up for him
Thank you lord
I ain't holding on
I ain't holding on
I ain't holding on