The Sad Rat Experiment

I could be unqualified for an experiment like this
But I'm so over-qualified to understand the human brain
Ain't no lie when I tell you, all the humans aren't the same
This ain't religious, we naturally different in the membrane
Personify my state of mind with an animal real quick
Here's my pick imma choose a rat, coz cocaine never loved a pig
So sane imma make a rat feel what I feel
It gotta die in the end it gotta feel fucking all of it
So imma grab one by the tail, like my life, upside down
And put it in a jail alike jar, put black tape all around it
Like a bandage on a scar, put the lid back on it
Time to watch it from afar, how does it feel rat
To be in my shoes and my situation, frustration
Not even a ray of light, turn into depression
Not even a day or night, lifetime suffocation
I know you would wanna fight, scream in desperation
Never give up attitude, would you be so patient
No, you won't be, coz you lonely, the end is near
Dopeless in the head with no cheese, hey where your fam at
Even if they were here right by your side, they won't see
That's the magic of it, magic can't be foreseen
Married to darkness, a wannabe divorcee
The jar has stopped moving, let me look closely
Is that a dead body, lemme go dispose it
I'm done recording rat, lemme go expose this
Coz a few still doesn't know
They just doesn't know how to spot 'em fallen old roses

Not even a ray of light, turn into depression
Kon Psychedelic