Thoughts

Kelly, Kelly?
Changed?
A human? (Thought she was going to talk about my brother)
Take it (You lazy)
Hi (You lazy, why Lazy)
I'll been something one day (I'll been something one day, I'll been something one day)
Tell her about the fucking flags

A tall passes, he passes, she passes
As her eyes rolls of her eyelashes
As she's my sign of change
She sees and fills, I will not change
If she drops her change, there's not change
I will change, I have changed, I will be a part of society

There's a sober me inside of me
I know those needles and pills weren't subscriped for me
But they sedate my nightmare
I was in childhood, just wanted loves maybe a hug but instead I found drugs
Mama right here
Dad I'm right here
But they don't hear me
Just a mistake they made some 20 something years ago now

Gangbangers are my heroes
Drugdealers are my heroes
I'm tired of only having a little
I'm tired of fill of pedophile
I'm tired of screaming in my pillow
I'm tired of being a coward, I just wanna be left alone
But then I hate being left alone (Yeah)
Dissorders is essential, develop for me raising me on my own

How do I move foreward?
When I was born in a world designing keep blacks two steps back
Not to mention I'm black
And if I mention I'm black
They just happen to mention, they're not hiring
Ours free, put you hands behind your back
Then they shoot because they thought you have something behind your back
Not because you're black

And I am suppose to believe that
You expect us to believe that?
But a white kid wants in a black church to shoot everything up and y'all walking him out
But I'm still a candybar and I get life or I die in an unarmed shootout
Pinned up, hemmed up, beat up
Because I look like I don't live in this house and I shouldn't been standing out
I pour it out of my car, beat the fuck up, because this stands out
Not cause' I'm black, not cause' I'm black

I was just in the wrong skincolor and the wrong car in the wrong neighborhood at the wrong time
I just start out to talk about (I just start out to talk about), those two subjects (those two subjects)
Cause' I don't see how people treat homeless like it's nothing (homeless like it's nothing)
And I don't know how hair and skin treat us kids like they're nothing (kids like they're nothing)
And I'don't know how cops treat blacks like they're nothing (like they're nothing)

Just my thoughts (just my thoughts), just my thoughts (just my thoughts)
A lazy one (a lazy one)



Credits
Writer(s): Jaysen Lazy
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