Just When You Think Everything Is Perfect

Feelin betrayed, I gave you my all everything changed
Back on the wall, holding deep shame
Tryna get past but it remains
All the ways that you hurt me
Disturbed everyday you determined to play like I'm worth it
But hate has a purpose
Deceive and create an emergence of evil right when everythings perfect

You're so cold, you left me to rot and my soul froze
I'm tryna be calm but there's no hope
I'm trapped like the folks in a snow globe
Cause everything looks so amazing
But deeply is tainted I seek where the pain ends
I can't attain it
Cause nothing in my life's been painless
The snakes are my closest relations

I'm hurting, why
Cause I thought everything's perfect, why
I gave you my all you were worshipped, why
See I don't really know, it was worth it, how
Cause we had many good laughs, so
Listened every time I was mad, bro
I'm tryna find a answer, you never will though
I guess it was done from the time that we spoke
Woah

It's the ones that you trust the most
Thinking everything perfect and comfortable
All the smiles and the bliss so wonderful
Until the hatred grows and you on the ropes

Like damn, what the hell you hate me for
I was grateful towards everything you've show
My mistake if you think that I ain't as close
But I think that you hate of all the ways I've grown

I maybe wrong, but you ain't gotta do me like that
I been really tryna put in my half
But you ain't ever try to push past bein sad for yourself
See this bond it was never gone last

You ain't gotta play me could been real from the jump
From the moment your feelings changed
But now you betrayed me, thought for your own self hoping
That I would never see your ways

Now I can't trust, everythings conflict, don't wanna date, im afraid of the nonsense
Chasing my pockets, do you want me or my payments to process, you aint get the option
Even when the date goes well and everythings sweet i keep everything boxed in
So much resentment, I have trouble show fam love very often

Feel like i'm just locked in a coffin, falling waiting to see my rock bottom
But maybe if I stay away from the world, this pain wouldn't be such a problem
They just piranhas
Feeding on whatever so they can weather the storm
They desperate never will question the purpose of friendship
If they are not getting rewards

Guess money is bigger than all of us thought
Material products have bought up your hearts
No honor or loyalty, living as frauds
Who acted like they were so real from the start

Don't need your remarks, you're sorry for being so devious
No you're just sorry your caught
I'm been trying show you support from the minute I saw you
I thought we would grow something large

I loved you regardless, but I will never connect with you
Lesser respect for you, ethics and morals are something you never knew
Only destruction and greed for you revenue
This what the cheddar do

I wish you would become better
Or I gotta leave you forever
You can be forgiven
But only if you see the prison you make is not suitable shelter
You chained up in misery, can't get a leg up
You jealous of everyone, who is ahead of
Everything that you thought were so destined to get but snaked everybody to get it

Oh you pathetic, this is a message to anyone who betrayed a solid friendship
The pain we hold endless, thats why i show my resentment cause all those year i cant replenish
Forget it we're finished, counseling sessions, so much medication I'm tired of the clinic
Closing my eyes to get rest in the night but I wake to your voice when the times were so different

Deeply I'm itching inside for the feeling of blindness and being naive to the threats
Cause even though I didn't know you were playing me least I had someone beside me in bed
Least I could call you cause you were my friend
I know it was fiction I still could depend
On you to pick up on your end, but now that you're caught we'll never be where we began

Now I'm just feeling so tense, everything's all just a mess
I need to move on and accept that you're just a human and did what I should've expected, now this is the end