Real Talk

Real talk
Let me tell you what I'm thinking
'Cause it's 2am and I'm so goddamn caught up in my feelings
Memories of the past
They keep on creeping on my shoulder
Got some fears about the future
I'm so scared of getting older

20 something now
And I don't know what love is
I've been broken by some guys
But that don't mean I loved them
Don't know my own identity
Don't trust enough
Just gotta breathe
My insecurities they keep on haunting (haunting me)

And change is coming that I know
But I don't wanna let this go
Can't seem to let it go
Too scared to let it go
And if you know you know (real talk, real talk, real talk)

Real talk
Will you hate me if I'm honest?
Why do we all just fake it?
It's not real, come on be honest
Caught up in the media
They feed off the hysteria
I need some real authentic shit
Not negative judgemental shit
Lose track metaphorically
Describe my thoughts like poetry
To help me heal I'll write it down
Cry when no one is around
But I'm not weak I never was
Feel it all, a paradox
And I'm so terrified of us
I'd rather just

Hide from this reality
Detach myself from gravity
Let go of all the vanity
And search for some vitality

Nostalgia's a bitch
But damn she knows I love her company
She meets me when I cannot sleep
And drowns me in my memories

I've been trying but there's so much on my plate
It feels like I'm balancing between all my mistakes
And although I'm not regretful
I play clips inside my mind
Imagine different versions of a life I left behind
And I guess it's kinda breaking me
I've seen this all before
I don't know what will happen
When I open up this door
I'm pouring out my soul
And God I hope it has some meaning
Shine a little light and give me something to believe in

I can't promise I will be
What this world expects from me
So I'm so sorry to intrude
But I'm just living out my truth (I'm just living out my truth)

Real talk
Will you hate me if I'm honest?
Why do we all just fake it
It's not real, come on be honest
Caught up in this web of lies
They play with our emotions
Don't blame me for the words I sing
It's just my way of coping
Lose track metaphorically
Describe my thoughts like poetry
Don't cry tears, I spell it out
Befriend my fears and change my route
This path gives me room to see
And motivation to succeed
I guess I've got just what I need
If I believe

Real talk real talk, I'm talking about that
Real talk real talk, I'm talking about that
Real talk real talk, I'm talking about that
Real talk real talk, I'm talking about that

I'm talking, I'm talking about that real talk real talk
I'm talking about that real talk (real) real talk (real)
I'm talking about that real talk real talk
I'm talking about that real talk (real) real talk (real)



Credits
Writer(s): Isabel Murgelas
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