Ruinous One (feat. Ricky) [Remix]

You're the ruinous one
Yet I'm here wanting to apologize
For giving you what you deserve
Living and breathing my worth
Why do I find it so hard
To treat you like you treated me
Mixing signals and mincing your words, I
Truly want you to hurt like

This is the part where I
Tell you I'd rather die than
See your face again
And if I never do
It would still be too soon
Don't have to tell you
To lose my number
'Cos you cut
Ties with me last summer

So how about that
For a goodbye
Tell ya mom and dad that they're all right
But how about that
For a see you never
Hope your God complex treats you better
Hope it treats you
Hope it treats you
Better, better, better, better

Okay, the truth hurts
You filled up all my vacancies
So I could spit a true verse
I'm sick of my complacency
And lockjaw
Think my tooth hurts
You locked into my mental
Like I learned you
In the first grade
Think I need a therapist
So I can learn to behave, yup
That's enough of that
Met you in the cul-de-sac
Where Eddy got to ballin at
I'm finally sick of all of that
You dragged me through hell
And if you couldn't tell
I want my quarters back
From the well
My fairy godmother wishes
That it hurt when you fell
Don't sing along
Cause I don't wanna hear your
Voice in the crowd
I need my monitors up
The music drowning myself
I found my fish out in the ocean
Not at shore in the swell

So how about that
For a goodbye
Tell ya mom and dad that they're all right
But how about that
For a see you never
Hope your God complex treats you better
Hope it treats you
Hope it treats you
Better, better, better, better

I'm in ruins
When I come around you
Bruised and tattered
Know my shirt is ruined
And my shoes has had it
The only light I have
I had to flash it
Used the last drops
Of the flask of water
To calm the ashes
You're the influence
I've been under your spell
But leave the past up in the bag
What a disastrous smell
Mmm
Gassing you up
Until I gasped
And I fell
You tied me up
And made a wish
And sealed the hole
To the well
I used to want a ring on you
But I know better
Don't wanna hear you
Sing one of my songs
Even if I'm playing at Coachella
And it's storming out
Just like you're storming out
Rushed up out the door
Ain't grab your coat
Well damn
It's pouring now
Oh, I'm important now
I think it's funny how
You beat me down
Every day
Like I'm exporting, now
I just explore the sound
The silence drowning out the crowd
While I wait
I watch the waves
Standing still, dillapidate

So how about that
For a goodbye
Tell ya mom and dad that they're all right
But how about that
For a see you never
Hope your God complex treats you better
Hope it treats you
Hope it treats you
Better, better, better, better