Gospel

Isolatied that's the way I like to be
Lock me away and throw out the key
I'm feelin the depression it's got a good hold on me
Tuggin and pullin the chains I cant break free
These feelings they come and they hit me in waves
Hopin and prayin I see better days
I'm sick of the feelin I'm sick of the grievin square up with my demons and give them the fades
I dont wanna do the shit I'm doin anymore
Tryna drown my demons my lungs stingin from the smoke
The pain is takin over I need to learn to let it go
Gonna slit my throat and feed my body to the crows
Ive Hated life so long that smile I fake it
Turnin to god heres my life just take it
Feel like givin up I really cant make it
Starin at my wrist after that fuckin blade hit

Gun to my head as I laugh for the end in the moment I know that I'm ready to leave
Bones on my bed all this shit in my head if you lived out of lavish you couldn't be me
Wait for a minute I'm breathing the poison been talking god I'll believe for a moment
Wishing mistakes could be healing and mused the liars and fakes and the people that use
If I could breakaway I could be golden
Gripping my chest heart attack to emerge
Solve all my problems I do in one motion
The only thing centered the strap and the urge
Saving me you wasn't able no
Ending my life with a painted hole
Call out my name to the Holy Ghost
Rip out my heart for my only hope



Credits
Writer(s): Colby James Haugen
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