Overthinking

(Man why y'all keep calling man)
(Clearly I'm not answering my phone)

I got some people that surround me that is just like Ray Charles
In other words man I swear to god they couldn't see my vision
Yea I heard the bullshit but couldn't pay attention
Cause I a be fool if I let others make my decisions
And still
I got shit weighing heavy on my mental
But I just keep it in and just spazz on instrumentals
Seeing the bullshit clear
Like I'm staring through a window
And she hate I'm not soft spoken
Had to stop being gentle
And aw yea
I'm on the right path getting my stride on
Learn that life way deeper than the ave my people died on
The same ave
I watch niggas come and slide on
The same ave
I watched my mama sit and cry on
Where niggas chunking up a zone
Like they in a two three
And yea they dead and gone but they'll always have a piece with me
Trying to live right but I gotta keep that piece with me
My middle finger and my trigger finger
How I live peacefully
And still

(Having talks with my granny like)
(Hey beloved grandson)
(Remember when we know who we are)
(And we know who's we are)
(And we believe it)
(Our greatest dreams are possible)
(Keep soaring)
(Love you forever)
(Your O.G.)

Learned that life is way deeper
Than what it seem on the surface
Learned that I'm not gone be happy til I truly find my purpose
Learned that people wicked out here
Crooked like some cursive
And when it comes to these hoes man they all worthless
Well I aint gone say em all
Just the ones I came across
How I'm living triple blessed
But I got triple crossed
Learned never burn a bridge that I once came across
Never know if I'll have to double back if I get lost
And I know
Time move in slow mo
Gotta stay patient
Can't rush it gotta trust it
Yea I'm talking God graces
Life's a marathon gotta learn how to pace it
And revenge is really sweet
But I'm learning not to taste it

Man these last couple weeks I really really been in a slump man mentally and
And I really just had to pull myself up out the jam
Its crazy how
We control so much
And how we control
Our intake on life
And our perspective on things change
Once we change how we look at everything
Im really learning that
I feel like I'm growing as a person but
I wanna thank everybody for being along for that process in itself
(That's all I'm doing)
(You can just fade that out)
(Let the beat go)



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Writer(s): Xavier Hill
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