Dream Girl

When you dreamt about your dream girl
Is this who you had in mind
A life long depressive
With a touch of borderline
Okay more like a handful
I guess they were right
I'm fucking mental

All I ever wanted was to want to be alive
But I keep thinking it'd be kinda nice to die
I'm just trying to survive
I'm just trying to survive
Myself

Doctors say I'm doing great
Everything's black and white
I'm trying to find the grey
Don't worry babe I'm high functioning
It's barely even worth mentioning
Going to therapy working hard
Please smash my head with a guitar

All I ever wanted was to want to be alive
But I keep thinking it'd be kinda nice to die
I'm just trying to survive
I'm just trying to survive
Myself

It's not all bad
There are certainly pros
Like when I love you
I love you so much more than you know

When you dreamt about your dream girl
Is this who you had in mind

All I ever wanted was to want to be alive
But I keep thinking it'd be kinda nice to die
I'm just trying to survive
I'm just trying to survive
Myself

I'm just stabbing in the dark
It's not perfect but it's a start



Credits
Writer(s): Polina Feldbein
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