Holy Sh!t

Suspended underwater like a school of fish
Still kicking fire with the aura like a brother Ken
Superb with the verbs, There's action behind my words
Take some to recognize I ain't new to this
What's a white shark to a killer whale? (That's deep)
If Hip-Hop's a boat then I'm the wind in it's sails
My mama always playing Jazz, I ain't even check the mail
People always got jokes like they last name Chappelle

Ain't got heart boy you sold out
Better run that shit back like Marshawn Lynch, Tryna clinch
You can't long arm me you ain't Tayshaun Prince mixed with J.R Smith
(Hey! Pull up with the 3 homie pass the Henny)

I know some Mega-men that'll blast the semi, At ya chimney
See the smoke they start acting friendly
Dressed in all black and red like a ratchet Trini

Feeling so paranoid
Starting to think I'm drowning
Looking up to the sky
My mind is really clouded
Don't know what's going on
No I can't get around it
Could it be that I lost my mind
Wait a second I think I found it

Lately I been feeling trippy something like a hippie (I've been)
When she call me I don't answer she say "Boy do you miss me?" like (Trippin')
I ain't even tripping right (Do you)
Pull up to my crib tonight (Miss me?)
I'm gone hit it, you gone get it
Late night got you feeling right

Lately I been feeling trippy, Lately I been (Mhmm)
All up in my feelings, Don't know how I'm feeling, Getting distant
Popping prescriptions, Lucid dreams, Having these visions
Lavish living, Paradise in a whole different dimension!

But I'm on Earth for now! (Yeah)
Hop on a Nimbus Cloud! (Whoa)
I was a good guy like Goku, I'm more like Vegeta now!
Swipe it up just like a Visa now (Swipe)
I stay with the Rocket, Ariza (Bow)
I ain't scared of no liquor, I ain't worried bout my liver I need it now

Drink (Drink)
Drink (Drink)
Drink, Stare at the bottle

First think I ask what I'm eating tomorrow, Cuz lord knows ima find a way to eat today
Never been a follower I lead the way

Now I'm First Place, Sick with The Wordplay, And it End Thursday
Known as a legend BK be the birth place, Hustle

Feeling so paranoid
Starting to think I'm drowning
Looking up to the sky
My mind is really clouded
Don't know what's going on
No I can't get around it
Could it be that I lost my mind
Wait a second I think I found it

A prophet pushing through pain
My problem's neglecting change
Self-loathing over my past
Forgetting I'm not the same
You probably won't get the picture
I'll put you right in the frame
Where I'm from you get A's, hoop, rap or bang

Don't wear blue around here cuz that make you a Crip!
And don't you ever cry homie cuz that make you a bitch!
It ain't cool to have emotions, Better get rid of those quick!
Help my pain in so long that it was making me sick!

And if pride is the fall of man, A prideful man is the fall of women
I'm sorry for my insistence but I've tunneled my vision like blinkers
Shawty tryna get me out of my shell like Splinter
You gotta wait cuz I'm fighting my inner demons
Destroying toxics habits handed down like a baton
You wonder why I'm a savage, I was raised that way
Slap boxing for my stripes, Yeah those my younger days
Why you think we playing tag? That's how we learn to run from the cops

We taught how to survive
But why nobody taught me how to thrive?
And why's there so much trauma on my mind?
My mama told me watch my back
But how do I look forward if I'm looking, behind?