Alone & Thinking

You know I always had this vision, this dream of meeting Mac
And sharing a conversation then creating something beautiful together
I'm seeing too many legends go in this lifetime and they all led me to where I am right now

So uh

Here I am thinking in my bed once again
Mmm
How to change the world with the ink from this pen
Mmm
Demons come, light goes, people cave in
Try to ride the wave but they drowning in the sin
Oooowhoa

Knocking at the doo', now they wanna make amends
Put the knife to their throats, think it's better if they end
Oooowhoa
Do it for the fam, got me writing out the plan
But this city that I'm in, they don't wanna see me win
Owooow

Theres too many niggas out here dying
You don't really care about it
(Mmm care about it)
Eyes shift when the bullets start flying
So I guess I'll speak about it
(Mmm speak about it)
Making change but he came from the streets
They think it's all a game
Knowing damn well they never been behind the scenes
When a nigga putting on, see him blowing on the feed
They've been plotting on his come up, now his body's on the scene
They don't ever understand, shit ain't always as it seems
Eyes slowly shut as his momma starts to scream
Now the only thing left of his name is the blood that stained

Mmmm
Here I am thinking in my bed once again
Mmm
How to change the world with the ink from this pen
Mmm
Demons come, light goes, people cave in
Try to ride the wave but they drowning in the sin
Oooowhoaaa
Mmm

Standing in the rain, feeling all this fucking pain
Tryna' take a different lane but the road is all the same
Oooowhoaa

Niggas all around only want one thing
Chasing after fame, not knowing what it really brings
Oooowhoaa
Mmm
Shadows unfold, thinking money is to blame
But it's really parts of you, you've tried to bury in your brain
Hold up G they don't understand whatcha saying
I don't give a fuck, fuck 'em all I'm done playing

Look me in my eyes they won't ever lie, no
So before I leave this life, I'll load the plane and go
Up through the mayhem, 'cause this house is not our home but if love is in my blood
I'll spill everything I own

Sitting all alone, focus on the moment
Hate will try to roam but I don't condone it
Close my eyes and breathe, floating off my feet, let my heart speak,
One day we'll all truly see

Mmmm
Here I am thinking in my bed once again
Mmm
How to change the world with the ink from this pen
Mmm
Demons come, light goes, people cave in
Try to ride the wave but they drowning in the sin
Oooowhoaaa
Mmm

This a letter to whoever, I'm just tryna set ya free
Remember love if you can't remember me
Dear people on Earth after I die
What's the weather like?