Million Years Ago

I only wanted to have fun
Learning to fly, learning to run
I let my heart decide the way
When I was young

Deep down, I must have always known
That this would be inevitable
To earn my stripes I'd have to pay
And bare my soul

I know I'm not the only one
Who regrets the things they' ve done
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
Who can stand the reflection that they see

I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
Feel like my life is flashing by
All I can do is watch and cry

I miss the air, I miss my friends
Miss my mother, miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown
That was a million years ago

When I walk around all of the streets
Where I grew up and found my feet
They can't look me in the eyes
Like they're scared of me

I try to think of things to say
Like a joke or a memory
They can't look me in the eyes
Like they're scared of me

I know I'm not the only one
Who regrets the things they' ve done
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
Who never became who they thought they'd be

I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
Feel like my life is flashing by
All I can do is watch and cry

I miss the air, I miss my friends
Miss my mother, miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown
That was a million years ago
A million years ago