Loss/Bluejay

I remember when your best friend's mother said
She was glad that you had someone like me
She said a young girl shouldn't have to go through this alone
She said she overheard her saying it on the phone

And I thought I could be your savior
You asked me "who's gonna Save the day?"
I'm standing here in my girl sized t-shirt
Getting ready to run away

And I remember when two strangers stopped
And hugged me in the street
They said they were sorry to hear about my loss
But I could show them nothing but defeat
When they stopped. Stopped and hugged me in the street
And I wished right then that I had you there
Cause you'd been so strong through it all before
But the last time we really spoke
I just showed up at your house I must have looked like
A fucking joke

And I wanted you to be my savior
Wanted you to save my day
But I'm still standing here in my girl sized t-shirt
Getting ready to run away