Playing Pretend

Coming to terms at this point
I'm just a subject of so many tests without a single payoff
I'm hoping this time will be different for God

So, let me breathe
I'm being plagued by sinful nature I don't believe
And I've been talking to their Savior
I'm plagued to hell
And I've been there for a few months now
Expendable is who I am
I am and I will be forevermore

You always said
"It's not the end"
To hear those words from such a pacifist
Who was killed and rose again
You give then take
You Love then break
The devil is my only path to take at this point
Because I can't focus anyway

Call me a liar and a fake
I am the end of time's failsafe
I dish it out, but I can't take
I hope to God, but God don't change me
I'm a spineless man walking without a head
What do I have to offer, but my heart that beats
It's blue and you don't see that



Credits
Writer(s): Nick Mendoza
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