Lexi

Hey, girl
Where've you been so long
Did you lose track of time
Or did you lose faith in me
I'm still here for you
Still being strong
I'm not a ghost of memory
And if you feel that you've lost your touch with reality
That you need so badly
I'm here for you
To push you through
But, that's if you only want me
I'm sorry I'm so weak
And I haven't spoken to God as much as I have been recently
And this isn't a shit sad song to make you the villain of the story
I feel it's me
Because you'd

Hold me close when I felt alone
And you'd pick up the phone when I'd call to say "hello"
I feel time's running short for me and you so please say
It's not so

And you're still my "Honeybee" like you'll always be
Yeah, you'll always be
And I want you back, you see
'Cause I feel the need to walk away from humanity
So I can rid this disease of anxiety
That's running through my body
You'd

Hold me close when I felt alone
And you'd pick up the phone when I'd call to say "hello"
I feel time's running short for me and you so please say
It's not
I don't want to let you go
But, I don't want to hold you back
So, you choose
I'll pray to God to forgive me for my sins and casting this noose

Oh, God