Rise

I apologize
For taking my time
Neglecting all your sides
I was hypnotized
By a force disguised
As a healthy surprise
Bringing me closer to my demise
Despite
My mind
Telling me this wasn't right for me
I chose to let myself sink into insanity
But each time i trip off some bullshit
Like Maya Angelou, I rise, I rise

These waters sometimes they get so deep
Try so hard to keep swimming
But my knees, they go weak
In all of the adversity
Had to train my mind
Not to fail on me
I had to go inside to really see
What I had to let out the boat
So i would not sink
Heavy load...
Some of it which
Wasn't even mine to carry
Burden myself just to make you happy
Now I'm struggling
These waves keep crashing in
I need a shot
Real bad of adrenaline
Temporary fix
What I really need is to deal with this shit
Oh

I apologize
For taking my time
Neglecting all your sides
I was hypnotized
By a force disguised
As a healthy surprise
Bringing me closer to my demise
Despite
My mind
Telling me this wasn't right for me
I chose to let myself sink into insanity
But each time i trip off some bullshit
Like Maya Angelou, i rise, i rise

We got to move on
We got to move on

Never fold baby
Play hide & seek with your soul
Till your grey & old
This ain't what we signed up for
But we gotta move on, we gotta move on

I apologize
For taking my time
Neglecting all your sides
I was hypnotized
By a force disguised

Bringing me closer to my demise
Despite
My mind
Telling me this wasn't right for me

But each time i trip off some bullshit
Like Maya Angelou, I rise, I rise
I rise, I rise, I rise, I rise