Hawaii

I'm ridin round the city I got no where to be
You could be anywhere tonight but you right here with me
We could get lost into the night or you could up and just leave
I been through so much heart break that I won't feel a thing
I had to cut some people off but i ain't even bleed
We all bound to fall when we out here spreading our wings
just gotta get up and knock the dirt off ya jeans
Feels like I'm talkin too much but I'm just speaking my piece
I played the cards I got dealt now you can read em and weap
They made my crown outta thorns but still made me a king
They cast judgement but it's nothin cuz the caged bird sings
I remember when I used to pour 4s in four locos
Styrofoam cup filled with lean like a cholo
You entered in my life back when I was feeling so broke
And then you had go, it shook my world like a snow globe

Put on a pot of coffee then I smoke a cigarette, it's what I do, it's what I do
I put on an old flannel and these dirty ass vans and make a move, I make a move
I called into work cuz Feliberto hit me, Said he got some shrooms, got some shrooms
Traffic had me pissed but I smoked a couple roaches and I'm cool, yeah I'm cool

I'm ridin round the city feelin shitty and I got nothin to do, nothin to do
I throw a butt out the window light another one and I think of you, I think of you
I really only think about our past when my depression hits
You said you'll always love me, I guess I made my impression then
I felt a couple arrows in my heart as they were pressing in
I sit inside certain feelings, all this introspective shit
Existential crisis and I cannot come to grips with it
I realign, erase my mind, get in touch with the infinite
We face our fears and battle demons, we defend the innocent
Perfectly imperfect, comfy in the skin I'm living in
You're always in my heart but I'm so glad you're here in person
I'm proud of you embracing your life, girl you deserve it
I'm still up in Austin, tryna get paid off of verses
And watchin Finley grow I feel I finally found my purpose

Put on a pot of coffee then I smoke a cigarette, it's what I do, it's what I do
I put on an old flannel and these dirty ass vans and make a move, I make a move
I called into work cuz Feliberto hit me, said he got some shrooms, got some shrooms
Traffic had me pissed but I smoked a couple roaches and I'm cool, yeah I'm cool

While you were in Hawaii livin on a farm and surfing
I was down in Austin in an Ayahuasca circle
I love you from a distance cuz that never seemed to hurt you
I calcinate my mind in these trees that I burn through
Hold your breathe for every girl you love you gone turn blue
We gotta love ourselves and love them when it's our turn to
Addicted to cigarettes n gas station coffee
Faded tattoos and the fit too sloppy
Outsida OB havin cigarettes with Johnny
We tryna make our lives work out like Pilates
Eatin shrooms in the green belt no karate
LSD trip that could wash my whole body