No One Would Care

No one says it but I can't be helped
I'm damned to live a life by myself
I see my mind as a wooden crate
Nails lock it shut just to seal my fate
Jump the ship, you aren't the only one
Don't wanna see a battle if it's not won
My soul is spilled across the blood soaked field
From here on out, I suggest you yield
As the song picks up, each piece falls down
You step on me just to grab your crown
Shoe imprint still upon my face
As you slip it off and pick up your pace
They always run when I bare my soul
They don't see me at their end point goal
Told me you loved me, I don't believe
Here is the message that i received

I'm all alone when the lights go out
Drive with closed eyes, no desired route
The future's blurred and it's growing dark
Dried every pen just to leave my mark
I need to know that there's someone there
I'd look all over but still don't know where
I know I pushed and shoved you away
In the darkest room, I still see your face
You're never there
You say that you're there
Stop pretending you care
I know that no one would care

How do I cross every burned down bridge
My toes are teasing the highest ridge
Look through the mirror every single night
And ask myself if I'm worth the fight
In the morning, would you be there?
But honestly, we're beyond repair
Pushed you away, sad to see you go
The fault is mine, this I know
I made you leave but still want you back
The bitter end was a stinging smack
You say I love you but it won't sink in
My thoughts are thick but my skin is thin
I get why you would want to leave
Why would you drive down a dead end street
I think I might have expected more
But when you leave, would you close the door

I'm all alone when the lights go out
Drive with closed eyes, no desired route
The future's blurred and it's growing dark
Dried every pen just to leave my mark
I need to know that there's someone there
I'd look all over but still don't know where
I know I pushed and shoved you away
In the darkest room, I still see your face
You're never there
You say that you're there
Stop pretending you care
I know that no one would care

People stay until it gets rough
When it gets real then they've had enough
They come around when it gets bad
Once it's mild it becomes a fad
I know I've locked you from my life
But the guilt of it keeps me up at night
Please don't glance at my wicked mind
Please go about your daily grind
I made my peace or at least I tried
Run away now, your hands untied
I'll walk alone right along this line
I hope you'll soon reclaim your shine