Better Dayz

Sometimes I get up in my head and I can't sleep no more
It got me tossin and turnin
It got my stomach a churnin

Sometimes I get up in my head I can't think no more
I be all up in my head and I can't sleep no more
It got me tossin and turnin
This heartache it's burnin
Got my Stomach a churnin
It's got me prayin on some better days
It's got me wishin I could change my ways
It's got me prayin on some better days
It's got me wishin I could change my ways
But I can't change no more

They got me fucked up thinkin this shit is a game no more
Keep stick up on my lap while I swang to folks
so deep in my mind I wish some one would try it
It's deeper then rap and For the fam I get violent
Folk switch sides wanting hand outs
Patna got shot I watched his body fly out
Q shot him self in the face but he ain't cry out
Hoping that I won't die out
Cause I gotta family to feed
Not seeing my kids it's stressing me
They asking when they gone see me
I keep telling em soon
Knowing Christmas to far away
But I'm on the move
Ain't seen my daughter in 6 months
don't know what to do
I just hope that everything gone be alright
Atleast that's what they tell me
Keep your head up you'll be just fine
But you don't know the real me
if you only knew

Sometimes I get up in my head I can't think no more
I be all up in my head and I can't sleep no more
It got me tossin and turnin
This heartache it's burnin
Got my Stomach a churnin
It's got me prayin on some better days
It's got me wishin I could change my ways
It's got me prayin on some better days
It's got me wishin I could change my ways
But I can't change no more

Have you ever seen a daughter say goodbye to her mother
In a casket with some flowers sitting next to her brother
I remember shoot outs broad day light
While we playing ball till we see them street lights
Child's park after dark you ain't wanna be caught
Troll slide thru the park see the lights marshal Faulk
It ain't safe in the city and that's why I got out it
But in my head I'm too gone would it be better with out me
I use to think drugs would ease the pain
But all it did was push me farther away
Distant nights in the stars no use to my family
Had to get my shit right so close to insanity
Then I lost my best friend and it wasn't long ago
I ain't believe it when she called almost hung up the phone
Still ain't real in my eyes wish he would pick up the phone
If you only knew half shit you wouldn't wanna know

Sometimes I get up in my head I can't think no more
I be all up in my head and I can't sleep no more
It got me tossin and turnin
This heartache it's burnin
Got my Stomach a churnin
It's got me prayin on some better days
It's got me wishin I could change my ways
It's got me prayin on some better days
It's got me wishin I could change my ways
But I can't change no more

Better days it's got me wishin I could change my ways
It's got me praying on some better days
It's got me wishin I could change my ways
But I can't change no more
But I can't change no more
But I can't change no more