Mistakes (feat. Jasmine Diana & Collin Oliver)

Mistakes
They don't feel great
Am I already too late
Reality what you create

Mistakes
They don't feel great
Am I already too late
Reality what you create
(Reality is what you make it)

I better use these brakes, I might create
A flashpoint paradox, arranging clocks
I feel it's never enough time, to slow down like Baywatch
Sorry, hate mistakes
Believe in perfect, makes me nervous
When I fall with leaves
Hope my ancestors, rake good parts of me
Create a face to see, they a free masterpiece
Without a master, mastering piece
Fairy phase, please
Without overthinking, fear sinking
Almost reaching, negatives preaching
When sadness tries to synch in
Pause like intermission, free, the mind
Align with the royal stars, venture far
Never be afraid, be farther than I, star
Believe in your light, always fight
I apologize for your past life, the mistakes
But I promise this a better life, Yea

How I save a future, without saving me
J. Nomen, past life
Future life, current life, they'll see
There are things, that are beyond me
Eventually, they'll all say

Mistakes
They don't feel great
(Feel great)
Am I already too late
(Am I,am I,am I)
Reality what you create
(Too late,late,late)

Mistakes
They don't feel great
(They don't feel great)
Am I already too late
(Am I)
Reality what you create
(It's what you make it)

Now I told grandma, she coming home next week
The next week she gone
Ever since I felt alone, my power of words too strong, mistakes
Since I didn't cry at uncles funeral
Scared of mans images, years later, I'm feeling wrong
My body ache from damages, from times
I missed moments of cherishing college times
I chose bridges, over the family
Chose to accept the act of dying
I Chose, those who oppose the happiness
Sacrifices, advices, I took blinding
Religion I accepted blinded
Made me feel less than who I was
But dang I didn't need depression back then
Now why I Soft Cell taint this feeling
Or Joker my Harley, I'm the true villain
I should of listened more to her
Seen why she loved me, since she was a sophomore
I put cracks in her crown, and stupidly let her go
Drove to town, trying to Ibuprofen the sore
I knew she was grieving, but dang that same evening
I'm driving I-4, when I hit the brakes
I seen two car sides crash
I'm on the phone, screaming out wait
As the car in front of me, wasn't lucky with its brakes
It hits the railing, I keep sailing shaken
Only find out later, a life was taken
Now what if that day, I switched places
And the last thing I did is leave her
With a heart, I knew I was breaking