Strain

My skin is crawling up inside me
I'm being hunted by my past mistakes
All I feel now is anxiety
This will be the end of me!

Have you ever felt the walls are closing in on you
No matter where you look there's no fucking way out
I think I'm falling apart
I think I'm falling apart
I feel I'm losing myself in my own skin

I pray for this delusion to go away
To a god that won't listen
I opened myself up to feel okay
But let the darkness in to stay
In the end I betrayed me

I feel the strain throughout my body into my brain
Please take this pain away from me
Constrained and enraged, caged inside my head
I'm slowly going mad
There's no chance of turning back

Caught underneath the debris
The weight of forgotten traumas crashing down on me
Left with now breath, suffocated by sorrow
Give me a crack of light to follow

I feel the strain throughout my body into my brain
Please take this pain away from me
Constrained and enraged, caged inside my head
I'm slowly going mad
There's no chance of turning back

Isolated
Loneliness reflected by these walls
Incarcerated
Suicidal parasite corrupted by my own hand

You never seemed to wonder
Why the sun did not shine on you
You failed to open your eyes
To see that your heart was never true

I feel the strain throughout my body into my brain
Please take this pain away from me
Constrained and enraged, caged inside my head
I'm slowly going mad
There's no chance of turning back

I feel the strain and I've got only myself to blame
Filled with this guilt and shame
Constrained and enraged, caged inside my head
My options limited
There's no chance of turning back



Credits
Writer(s): Yannick Kettelhake, Valentijn Bakker, Jari Jeneson, Abel Keeven
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